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Lovers across time
I
live a dream of love tonight,
and
slip by dark across this gate
that
guards the castle cold and still;
which
beckons in the moonlight.
Tall
and lean with muscles strong,
I
cross the open fields of old,
my
thoughts in distant past so long,
of
hazel eyes and locks of gold.
A
tangled mass of vines ahead,
beyond
the mote, all dark with dread;
with
dangers shrouded in its midst,
“to stop the best of men”, 'tis said.
Breathing
deep and stretching long,
I
fill my lungs with cool night air,
and
ready strength to swim afar,
across
this moat of darkness’ lair.
Silent
power in my strokes,
I
swim across the waters cold,
which
circle distant walls that hold
those
hazel eyes and locks of gold.
Somewhere
looming in the night,
beneath
dark waters stirring,
ghoulish
fangs in jaws await,
for
one wrong move occurring.
The
wall is near, and then I touch,
the
slick and hidden entry;
a
crack, known only to a few,
who
dare to pass beyond its sentry.
I
sense a stirring deep below,
of
jaws to round my body fold:
that
seek to stop my quest of old,
for
hazel eyes and locks of gold.
Into
the
crack, almost fitting;
working,
squeezing, pushing, hitting,
knowing
that the seconds pass;
and
the fangs are growing near.
Drawing
blade for timely battle,
just
as gnawing jaws appear;
flashing
eyes, red and molten;
hissing
nostrils breathing fear.
Thoughts
of silken locks of gold,
and
hazel eyes that know no time;
transform
the shiver in my spine,
and
draw it firm in muscles fine.
Quicker
than the jaws could close,
I
thrust the knife into the shape,
then
slash a spot of weakness known;
and
set it all agape.
Sinking
into waters deep, the menace gone,
and
none shall weep;
I
turn my strength toward crack to push;
and
strain, and push some more.
Then
with yearning in my heart,
to
see those hazel eyes far more,
I
thrust with final burst of strength
and
slither onto cellar’s floor.
Thinking
I am moments near,
I
smile at golden locks of time,
that
wait for my arrival dear,
with
praying words sublime.
Iron
swords clanking fast,
as
running marching guards appear;
in
shafts of light, 'neith wooden door;
that
lead to hazel eyes so near.
Darkness
is my only friend,
this
moment of arrival ill.
I
stand as firm as pillar stone,
with
marching guards that chill.
Their
anger glowing in the dark,
I
see there’s two; no more;
with
swords that shine like beacons,
from
light beneath the door.
And
now my blade in silent acts,
quiets first of fools so bold,
to
stop my entry through the door,
that
leads to locks of gold.
But
then a hand upon my throat,
and
gnashing dagger scratching arm;
I
twist and squirm to free the grip,
blade
whizzing with alarm.
A
third guard crept, out of the night,
to
stop my quest above;
to
put an end to promises
the
King had made for locks of love.
A
promise made upon his throne,
one
stormy day of rain and cold;
then
passed so wide across the land
through
glen and valley tavern’s told.
It
went: that he to challenge death,
into
the guarded tower bold,
should
have the hand of daughter kept,
with
hazel eyes and locks of gold.
But
first all men that try this deed
must
meet with King and guard,
each
to sign his name in blood;
within a crowded courtyard.
“I
want your clever bravery”,
said
King
his promise told,
to
those who value love enough,
to
save the “towered” locks of gold.
Then
after sacred signing acts;
and
after drinking wine;
and
after guards had seen their prey;
and
after laughter fine;
the
challenge takers stayed the night,
to
sleep on rocks of cold,
that
in the morning they might see
those
hazel eyes and locks of gold.
Each
man did bow and look at her
with
thoughts of lust and more.
All
except young seeker, I:
who
knew those eyes from long before!
Before,
and in some distant land,
beyond
the march of time;
beyond
the line of life and death,
beyond
where spirits shine.
Then
in that very moment’s bow,
we
knew each others thoughts:
and
witnessed visions of the past,
that
came with flashing shots!
Of
time remembered, lying still,
with
love, in fields of corn;
Of
laughter on the ocean waves;
Of
gardens wide, with rose and thorn.
These
thoughts we knew together now!
Of
deeds that happened long before.
So
she did pray I save the day,
to
live those times again, and more.
Now
the stabbing pain in arm,
and
clenching fist on neck,
brings
me back to here and now,
from
out beyond an ocean wreck;
that
haunts my memory from before:
in
days that we last lived!!!
I
turn and lunge within dim dark,
from
light beneath the door,
and
twist the lurching guard to meet
a
sword from friend no more.
The
other guard was shocked in fright,
to
kill his own the cause;
he
froze one final moment long,
that ended with his fatal pause.
Now
the quiet echoes fade,
to
rest with dreams past told,
of
smiling, laughing, hazel eyes,
and
ocean wind in locks of gold.
At
last I move from cellar dark,
into
the castle bright;
to
start my climb through gray stone walls,
and
splendid rooms of gleaming light.
Through
caverns filled with jewels I tread,
with
ancient paintings old;
all
of it reminding me
of
hazel eyes and locks of gold.
I
find an open balcony,
and
climb strong vines that lead,
to
heights above the safety;
away
from caverns filled with greed.
The
distant past inspires me,
to
climb with tight clenched hold,
and
recollect the laughter
in
those hazel eyes and locks of gold.
It
may have been one hundred years,
a
thousand, even more,
the
last time that our souls did cross
the
bounds from distant shore.
And
now at last we meet again,
at
odds to large to count;
and
life is filled with meaning
in
this passion deed of great account.
Watched
by other souls like mine,
and
those of higher order still,
all
moments joined together now,
I
act alone, and free in will.
I
climb with ancient souls aboard,
and
ones that need to know;
about
the driving force of love,
and
universal acts that show.
Not
many men have played this game
with
stakes as high as these;
where
odds have come together
causing
all of time to freeze.
If
only for an instant long,
to
gaze in hazel eyes,
these
souls that know me at this time;
will
learn and be more wise.
The
final stone before the top,
with
castle guards aligned,
could
they only see my shape
their
disbelief maligned.
But
who would take the dangerous route,
from
cellar, up the wall
to
risk the promised locks of gold
in
tumbling death and fall?
And
so, I will surprise them,
in
their nonchalant content;
taking
battle from their hands,
before
their arm to sword is bent.
I
peer upon a sleeping crew,
and
smile a muffled laugh,
to
then recall the courtyard fire,
that
night I started on this path.
The
all of them were boisterous,
in
honor, deep with bloat.
They “wouldn’t let an unknown son
get
beyond the marsh or mote”.
And
now they sleep like babies,
in
the womb of wine and mirth;
as
I slip past their silent crew,
all
waiting for tomorrow’s birth.
And
now I steal behind a drape,
and
then across the room,
to
view her silent sleeping eyes,
and
locks of gold, like silken loom.
I
kiss her gentle sleeping lips,
and
wake her with soft touch;
then
tell her of my clever plan
to
leave this place and venture such.
“We’ll
sail the seven seas again,
to
visit distant lands;
of
garden’s natural paradise
beyond
the King’s controlling hands.”
“But
first, we must steal out of here”,
I
say, with laughing face;
as
we pass by those sleeping guards
that lie, before they knew to chase.
And
so we move like silken cats,
away
from walls that cage;
and
into freedom’s open arms
beyond
cruel guards that stalk with rage.
Beyond
gray walls that wreak with fear,
that
bound like shrouds of twine;
and
out into the morning sun:
…and
into endless time...
Jim
Brennan
February
14, 1998